Hard

Michael and I are having a hard time right now with the whole active duty thing. We know that we are going active but we are just so overwhelmed by all that there is to do. We know that we will get it done but I'm a planner I like to know what I'm doing. What needs to be done and if this is not possible I become stressed. We need to tell our families but Michael has something that he feels lead to do before we go and would not allow us to leave until June. But then we feel that we shouldn't wait that long. If we do not leave to June we would not tell our families until later. We both know this would be the first step. We just ask for prayers. We want to do God's will and not ours. We think maybe we should do this because it sounds better. That is not always the case. It is growing late and there is alot on my mind. I ask that you all pray that God will revile what must be done to us.