I wanted to add a picture of Adam and his family. It is alittle old but it's all I have right now.
I must say that I certainly do like Johanna. I could actually see use becoming close friends if they happen to live closer. I would very much like it if her and Adam and Antonio lived closer. But they are in WA and are not sure what the next step for their family will be. She is to be deployed in Sept. 15 months. Just two longer than Michael (I can not even begin to imagine what I would do to be away from my children for so long. ). Antonio is adorable. He looks just like Adam but you can see his mommy there too. I wonder how she is doing down with the Family? But again they will not be ill toward her for Adam. Antonio is so cute and I wanted to just pick him up and love all over him but I held myself back. I did pick him up when she went into the bathroom for a minute but he is bigger and starting to get out of that faze where you can hold him and cuddle with him.
Seeing how Lydia and Gabriel did with him made me want another baby even more. Gabriel is so good with babies and lulu is too but doesn't understand why he can not just get up and run with her. Typical stuff for a two year old. But by the time Michael and I have another one she will be bigger and understand better. I wasn't sure when I had the age gap between lulu and scooter but it seems to have worked out for the best. They get along very well, for brother and sister at least.
I am looking forward to seeing Johanna , Antonio and Adam again at Christmas, I just wish it was them and not everyone else. But you take what you can get and I will remain silent as ever. I think mother thinks I will be staying with them at some point but I hate to disappoint her, but the children and I will be staying with Michael's mom but will go over to visit. She has the room and I will endue no verbal abuse over there. It will hopefully prevent some of the abuse I will receive from my family if I stay at Michael's moms as well. I can not wait until Michael comes home so that we may be able to start planning our lives together. I pray Adam and Johanna will continue to do well and learn to agree and live well. There young and have not fully developed the WE complex instead of the ME complex that they have right now. Only time will tell if they get there. Like She wouldn't mind one more child but Adam does not. It's things like that. I will not tell anyone. I will remain silent at Christmas and watch how things unfold. Especially with a new member of the family there, I just wish Michael was her with us for this. Next year though, next year. Maybe we will have a new addition by then or we will be expecting one then. Or a house who knows. As long as Michael is here that is all that matters. Pray to God this happens, Amen!
Seeing how Lydia and Gabriel did with him made me want another baby even more. Gabriel is so good with babies and lulu is too but doesn't understand why he can not just get up and run with her. Typical stuff for a two year old. But by the time Michael and I have another one she will be bigger and understand better. I wasn't sure when I had the age gap between lulu and scooter but it seems to have worked out for the best. They get along very well, for brother and sister at least.
I am looking forward to seeing Johanna , Antonio and Adam again at Christmas, I just wish it was them and not everyone else. But you take what you can get and I will remain silent as ever. I think mother thinks I will be staying with them at some point but I hate to disappoint her, but the children and I will be staying with Michael's mom but will go over to visit. She has the room and I will endue no verbal abuse over there. It will hopefully prevent some of the abuse I will receive from my family if I stay at Michael's moms as well. I can not wait until Michael comes home so that we may be able to start planning our lives together. I pray Adam and Johanna will continue to do well and learn to agree and live well. There young and have not fully developed the WE complex instead of the ME complex that they have right now. Only time will tell if they get there. Like She wouldn't mind one more child but Adam does not. It's things like that. I will not tell anyone. I will remain silent at Christmas and watch how things unfold. Especially with a new member of the family there, I just wish Michael was her with us for this. Next year though, next year. Maybe we will have a new addition by then or we will be expecting one then. Or a house who knows. As long as Michael is here that is all that matters. Pray to God this happens, Amen!
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