Final

We have made our final decision about Michael going active in the army. I actually believe this time that he is serious and is not going to change his mind. He has been back and forth about this alot. But he believes that the Lord wants him to go active so that he may start a small group where ever it is that we are sent. So that is that we are going active.

The problem now is just going threw the motions that will get us there. The one I dread the most is telling my mother. She already has a bad opinion about the military. I tried once talking to her about Michael feeling that the Lord is calling him to do something. She said that he is over thinking and that not everyone is called to do something. I have to disagree with her. the Lord may not call people to be missionaries or preachers but he does call everyone to do something. If not how will we spread his word?

I don't believe it is just enough to live by his will. Everyone is called to spread his message. How can this be done if we just go about our daily lives like nothing? I want to serve and if I am doing the Lord's will by supporting my husband by going to another state or another country and sharing the lord's will threw a small group, than so be it. I will lend support to the women or the wives or by just hosting. Whatever God asks of me. His will be done. I just pray my mother will understand when it comes time to tell.

Pray for me that I may help her see!