Febuary 8, 2008

Michael called today, yeah! It was at 3 in the morning. But it was so good to hear his voice. I didn't realize how much I miss him in such the short time he's left again. I feel myself slipping back into the patern from before. I miss him, I want him home. But am I being selfish? I mean he is doing something that is really important, he's making a difference. What right do I have to tell him that sometimes I don't want to do this? I love the man that the army has made him. I wouldn't change that. But I don't know what I want. What is best for us? It kinda bothers me, but I can't tell him that a part of me wants him to quite. I can't do that, I won't. I need to go write more later. Oh they are coming home to the base/camp here yeah!