Sick and Thinking

Well surprise turn around today. I am slightly feeling better, but I had to take Gabriel to the doctor because he was complaining of a sore throat. He has strep throat. I have confine him to his room. Don't worry he's got his own TV and he's been able to have sherbet and I'm making sure he has plenty to drink. This helps because I really don't want Lydia to get it again. She's already had it like 3-4 times this winter. If she gets it anymore they are going to want and take her tonsils out and she's to little for that. Plus I really just want to make it until Michael gets home before (heaven forbid though) anything else happens. I've been running on just about empty for quite awhile now and I really need a break. Especially before Michael and I start trying for another baby.

I've kinda been thinking that when I finish my school and I pass all my tests and become an official certified MA then I might ask Michael if I can go and visit my dad alone for just a weekend at least. That way I can visit with my dad and be alone with out my every day family. I know dad would be there but I wouldn't feel really good without having someone I know near. Not completely alone but dad is just one. To go to the beach to have quiet time. Plus I wouldn't feel to bad leaving Michael and the kids for just a little bit since I won't finish my school stuff until sometime in September, probably late September. The only problem would be convincing Michael to let me go alone. But I can get an attitude and throw this whole mess into ring if necessary. I don't want to do that and I kinda don't want to leave, but I've never been alone. Yeah Michael isn't totally alone right now but he is someone totally foreign to him and he doesn't have any family there. This would be just about the same thing for me. Well just have to wait and see how things go. September/October is still quiet aways away still.